Cannot convey with emotions or feelings... it is non-descriptive, well at least not with one word
Not joy, not pain, intense, fear, love, hate...just silence
A void, a space where smiles should be
A part of me is missing
I find it impossible to keep my eyes closed
that is when the devil visits me
That is where peace should be
When I open my eyes I feel an emptiness
I put in my earphones wanting for love to fill my head
all the lyrics feel wrong, just space, then just words I wish I wrote
I lay here and wonder if God is listening or just tired of the same prayers
I ask, am I be cursed, to feel so deeply?
I can use all the words to describe what is missing
but not what is here in front of me
As I form words nothing spills from my mouth
I can see them in my head moving through a tunnel
I go to write and I nothing is making sense
There in that tunnel is a light, I can see it but seem to never reach it
I am tired of walking towards it
I guess I better start running ! I am good at that...
